If you have a problem holding you back and who doesn’t, take it to Jesus, lay it before him, let him be the judge and put it to death with him and rise as a new person, the person you were meant to be. This is salvation, I discovered this in April and have made some videos.
Supposedly Jesus was falsely accused, hated wrongly and put to death. He prayed this prayer: “Father forgive them for they know not what they do.” Three days later he rose again. You’ve heard the story, some say it is true and some it is false. It’s religion, anyone calling it false does not understand religion. Religion is not facts, figures, math, science or history, it’s faith. Truth is we don’t know and nothing has to be proven we just believe. Faith is like love. Someone may not be perfect, but to you, they are perfect, because you are in love. Science is discovering religion, for example: In Quantum physics, an atom doesn’t appear as we see it until we look at it, Explain that, well, some things you just can’t explain, that’s religion. If you put your faith in the story of Jesus it will provide for you a short cut, salvation if you will.
I don’t believe that we inherited the sins of Adam and Eve and must be saved from them, but if you believe that, fine, don’t see nothing wrong with that. However, believing Jesus was a sin offering, that just doesn’t sit right with me. Paul taught this and there is a valid study showing that there was a true Paul and a false Paul. Not all of the bible is right and I’ll take that to my death bed and not fear any anger or disappointment from God. Actually, as in my videos, I explain it could be that God is not so happy that we put words in his mouth, claiming that the bible is the word of God.
One thing though is certain, In Genesis, God repents that he had made men. Now the Gnostic scriptures explain this further. Telling a story about how wisdom/spirit who is depicted as a woman explains to God that we will grow in truth and when we become ripe, truth will be harvested.
Two things have recently happened.
First: Egypt – All these people come together to topple an unjust government, the military steps in and joins them and a bad government is toppled “YAY.” Of course you will have a small faction who disagrees, give them some time, they’ll come around. They peacefully protest and the military kills them. Wait, WHAT! No way. Now this faction which will now grow in numbers and go down in history as heroes who,fight to save themselves with sticks, stones and slingshots. I’m sure all the Egyptian people are horrified yet our government cares less and will continue to support the Egyptian military by sending them aid so they can continue to buy weapons from us. It makes me want to never ever join a protest again and never vote for anybody ever again. It makes me say, “Jesus, please come soon, we cannot save ourself, everything we try to do goes bad.”
Second: – Last night I had a dream. I woke up in Disney Land, everything was under construction for improvements, but things weren’t going very well. Toilets were backed up, there was shit everywhere, it was difficult to find water as most fountains didn’t work and I could not figure out how to get back to where I was. Workers interrogated me as to why I was there, they didn’t believe it was an accident and couldn’t give me directions to where I wanted to go. I’m pretty good at dreams and I knew exactly what this dream was about. The dream was about me, I’m a mess and I don’t know how I got here and every attempt to fix it is not making it better, but making things worse while guilt seeks to interrogate me.
In one of my videos I explain that if you put your faith in Jesus and let him judge you, he will judge you fairly and you’ll get an answer, maybe in a dream. Well I got my answer. I’m a mess and there is no way I can save myself, every attempt just makes things worse and I can neither fix myself or this world, so I have asked Jesus for forgiveness and will let him.
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