Monthly Archives: September 2009

Peace Begins With Me

I will be at peace in the middle of a storm. Melissa Etheridge and Salman Ahmad “Ring the Bells” by TakePart

Another Good Day

Today I worked on Christie’s old computer. It seemed somebody, probably the tech who upgraded it spilled coffee or soda on one of the memory chips, cleaned it up and added a larger chip and a faster lan card. Well it’s still slow, its an old computer and windows xp is still to big for it, unfortunately windows 98 is… (more…)

Poem of The Day – 09 26 09

Friendship You need a friend I understand I need a friend Understand I have about A million things that need to come out You have emotions you want to feel Daily, the world tries to kill That’s what happens when a bird learns to fly Its got to get loose or face the noose of a rope You can’t cope with… (more…)

Love Lessons

You want to hear something weird.  On the day that I tried to kill myself, there was a woman I knew about 6 years (correction: 8 years) ago who also tried to kill herself on that very same day.  Unlike me, having the pills all laid out in front of her, she changed her mind and strangely instead of dyeing… (more…)

I’m Not Delusional

I told my therapist about how I remember before I was born.  I was in a wonderful place where there was perfect peace that is indescribable. Looking down I saw awful things, fighting and murder and such, I can’t recall all the details but I do remember the last thing I saw was a mushroom cloud bellowing up. An older… (more…)

Poem of The Day – 09 12 09

Mother Wakes At Noon Chains reaching up from the ground No one Nobody to be found None Butterflies sing that song You know the one That one no one hears Nobody None Wind blows the trees When I look up They’re pointing down At me And there is no one Nobody around None Just me And the ground But at… (more…)

Poem of The Day – 09 11 09

What’s Inside Of You Those who live long wish to die soon Those about to die wish to live long Its never right Why is everything always wrong So who wrote the rules I have a few things to say to that one They say be happy So be happy and they find something you did wrong Then they will… (more…)

Poem of The Day – 09 07 09

The Hearts Are Tested In this place The hearts are being tested Hearts made of stone sink and drown The rest live forever Learn to float Son The test of a strong man Is a man who can still care After being treated unfair God is loving Giving the careless an excuse But don’t you Die young too Live on… (more…)

Dear Blog #9

The First American Lived Before Christ, In China A poem I posted in November of last year I re-posted on my Facebook, because Confucius was a very smart man.  But there is something very strange that he does that I could never understand. First of all, this was before television was invented, before the days that we were all brain… (more…)