My blood pressure keeps going up and my doctor keeps having to up my prescription, and today I worked very hard and unloaded almost a whole pallet of copy paper, so there was no reason why my blood pressure should have been high. I have even supplemented my blood preasure medicine with grape seed extract, but still it keeps creeping up there. So today I figure I should take some extra medication and I accidently took my wife’s Anti Depressant pill. She takes some good drugs, I am mellow yellow. The world could be coming to an end and I would be like, “whatever!”
With that said, I feel like talking if anyone cares to listen.
Pakistan, it really bothers me and I even complained to God (as I pray to him in my mind). I’m like, God how can people believe in you when such terrible things happen. I mean, here’s the deal, people are hungry, sick and thirsty for some clean fresh water, because that crap they’re drinking is making them sick, and they’re drinking it because they are hungry and it fills their belly leaving them feel sick, yet they have no home. They have lost everything except what they can carry, and carry they must, for miles and miles treading thru water sometimes up to their waist in hopes to find dry ground, food and clean water. When it rains they just get wet, and at night, do they have a dry blanket to keep them warm? I dare anyone to tell these people that if they’re not saved, they will go to hell. And they will be like, well at least it will be warm and dry there. To die of hunger and thirst has got to be the worst way to die, because it is a very slow death.
I think we have a serious misunderstanding of God. I believe if God could do something, God would do something, but can’t. Because God is the ruler of the spirit world. By his mere thought he created the physical world, but he is not a part of it and does not rule it. We are the rulers of the physical world, that’s why we’re here, to make it better. Jesus and many other leaders have tried to teach us this, but we’re still not listening.
I can’t do anything, but WE can change the world. It has to be WE. It can’t be me and it can’t be you, it has to be US, only we can do it. That is our challenge and we are utterly failing.

I agree darling.