The Okcitykid – A Peaceful Vet

In response to “This One Is All About Me”

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it is the people who have to start the change and make it happen, or the change doesnt happen! thats the law of nature. most people in the world have already forgotten religion. those few that are left are causing their own downfalls.

I did not mean to imply that this is the fault of the Pakistani people. You and I have been friends for years and I’ve learned a lot from you.

What is happening in Pakistan concerning the floods is the fault of global warming and some of us wonder, me included, if this could be a result of HAARP (that would be a reach, but still a possibility, either intentional or by accident) Though our government might have to put money out for emergency aid, they could save a bunch of money in future military spending, again though, that is a reach without evidence.

The terrorists in Pakistan, mostly in Afghanistan was a creation of our own CIA, Hillary Clinton admits this on national television, at that time we were at war with communist Russia. There was an instance once, four times in a row after Desert Storm and again it just happened recently here in Oklahoma, when our soldiers come home, they would kill their wife and children and then kill themselves. It is not to difficult for me to believe that mind control experiments are done on our soldiers, perfected, to only be used as weapons of propaganda for an agenda that is kept hidden from us. There was no such thing as suicide bombings until U.S. involvement.

Common sense tells you that air planes did not take down those sky scrapers. My government is not stupid and I’m not smarter than they. They know air planes did not take those buildings down, but they are willing to believe that and propagate this which means, they, our government was involved in the 9/11 terrorist attack. If they could be that evil, what other evil could they be involved in.

I don’t believe that the Pakistani people are being punished, but victims. Global warming is mostly a result of coal and oil along with an industrialized market economy. It’s like drunk drivers who get in a car and drive and then have an accident. It always seems that they live while some innocent person dies. Those who have taken advantage of coal and oil investments and an industrialized market economy, they are fat and happy while the innocent suffer the consequences of their indulgence.

While you may not believe that Jesus was crucified. Death would have been a favour compared to the punishment of hatred, slander and torture from those he offered good will.
But that is this world, a world ruled by Satan. With leaders who pretend to be for us to gain our power but are always against us at every turn.

I can’t change it and you can’t change it, but all of us together can. Jesus (peace be upon him) and many others have been sent to teach us how to change this world, but we have to follow those teachings. Not you or I, but all of us. Satan knows the power of the collective conciousness and so takes every opportunity to divide us up one against another.

I have beliefs that don’t fit in any church or religion.

1. I remember before I was born. That I know of, the only religion that comes close to that is the Mormons who believes that before we were born we were in a very nice place. We are sent here basically to earn our way back, however, they believe that you don’t remember it, well I do.

2. The Christians believe in a rapture that is to happen before Jesus returns, I agree, but believe that it already happened. I base this on a tour I took of the Catacombs of Rome while I was in the Navy. I was fortunate to have a real historian conduct our tour who gave us pretty much the history of the Roman empire. Rome murdered Christians horribly just for sport in their spectator stadium. To escape, the Christians hid down in the Catacombs. They etched things in the walls of the Catacombs like fish, birds, anchors and other strange things and he said, nobody really knows what those symbols mean. He said some will guess and think they know, but know body really knows. I thought that was really strange. One day the leader of Rome converts to Christianity and creates the Roman Catholic Church and makes himself the first pope, though their church history denies this and Rome goes from killing Christians to putting to death anyone who refuses to become Catholic.

Study the history of Christianity and the first organized church is the Roman Catholic Church and all churches that exist today have broken off from the Roman Catholic Church, well what happened to the Christians before that time? And why doesn’t anyone know why they etched fish, birds, anchors and other strange things into walls of the catacombs?

The Christian church teaches that Peter would be the rock of the church until Jesus returns, Christians believe this strongly today. I don’t know, it looks to me like that rock got broke, or did it. Maybe, now this is just an idea, the Christians that we don’t know a lot about, who hid in the Catacombs to escape persecution have been raptured into heaven.

This is what I figure happened. Word got to Alexander, the Catacombs were empty, we couldn’t find any Christians to capture to bring into the arena for our entertainment, could it be that Jesus did come back and get them? So Alexander and his advisors had to think fast, because if word got out that Jesus did come back and take his followers home there would be panic in the streets and the Roman empire could be toppled. So they came up with the bright idea of claiming to have converted, organize the church, make yourself the leader and should anyone disagree with your dictates, they are also disagreeing with God himself. So you could sweep this bit of history under the carpet and no one would dare question it or they would be tortured, imprisoned, and or killed.

That’s what I believe happened though I have no way to prove it. The only church I know of who comes close to that same belief is the Jehovah Witnesses and I have a friend who visits once a week teaching me the bible in hopes to convert me. They believe the rapture happened in World War I, or something like the rapture, that’s a little fuzzy, but maybe in time I’ll have a better understanding of that.

3. One day I decided that I would start over and stop believing everything I have ever been taught and start over, study for myself and discover for myself what I believe or not so I studied all the major religions and I must admit that unknowing to me, when it came to Islam I had studied the Christian version and it was “The Nation of Islam” and not the Islam religion. “The Nation of Islam” and “Muslim” is not the same, they are two different religions and I hadn’t read the Koran, but I did start reading it. I had read all the Gnostic scriptures that existed today and decided that the Gnostic were the true religion mainly because, they we’re not around anymore. Though some have tried to recreate Gnosticism and it is often referred to as New Age, a lot has been lost, many of their scriptures have been destroyed, so the new age is really guessing. I did however receive a message from someone saying that the Gnostic have moved underground and are now the Illuminati of today, well, I don’t know, I think that is just a smoke screen.

But anyways. The Gnostic believed in two Gods, they believed in a true God and a false god. Now if you believe their is a false god and a true God then you really only believe in One God, and that of course would be the True God because the false god would of course be false. But, because they claimed to believe in two Gods, they were wiped off the face of this earth for breaking the commandment where God commanded he was one. A sad misunderstanding and just an excuse to kill another. History tells of babies of Gnostic parents being hung from stakes.

The Gnostic believed that the false god created our bodies, but the body had no life, so the true God breathed into the body the soul and brought the body to life. Salvation for the Gnostic was to escape from this human body that we are trapped in and once again return to the true God. It made sense to me, so I decided that’s what I would believe.

Then one night I had this dream that told me that it was true that the false god created our body, but the false god also created our soul, but the true God takes us as if we were a ball of clay and makes us unto himself. That of-course goes against Gnostic teaching and that teaching I was given in a dream can be found no where that I am aware of.

So, this is why I am a man without a church or religion, but on my own out here. But I find truth in all religions, churches and teachings. I even believe that Mohammad was a true prophet of God. Because Mohammad teaches us of the spirit of the false Messiah who rules our world.

Some have tried to help me interpret this dream because they want me to join their church or religion, but what is there to interpret, pretty straight forward. My own father has tried to explain to me that I had been deceived by Satan, but since when does Satan deliver hope of salvation? I can show you many places in the bible where people have been guided by their dreams, but I don’t know anywhere in the the bible that Satan has deceived anyone with a dream.

It starts with you, that’s right, that’s what I’m saying, are you listening, it starts with you. Love that is. If you got lost, then you have to find yourself, and when you do, you have to love yourself, you see, because it starts with you.

Roger Harkness

There was an apostasy I will agree. It is my opinion that the true Christians were raptured into heaven long, long ago. This occurrence caused the Roman empire to create its own church, called the Roman Catholic Church. An empire who went from killing Christians to claiming to be one, whose empire fell but the church lived on. I find it really strange how the story of Paul who claims to be the 13th apostle who once himself judged and captured Christians to bring them to their death then claims to have become one and becomes the leader, the apostle sent to the gentiles because the Jews had rejected Christ. I believe this story was made up and that Paul is actually the Roman Catholic Church. The writer intentionally did this to give hints of the truth to future generations which was at that time greatly suppressed. It is strange how the Catholic church doesn’t even recognize Paul, but rather claims that Peter was the first Pope of the Roman Catholic Church.

After the creation of the Roman Catholic church, Mohammed (peace be upon him) shows up on the scene who I believe was a true prophet, he warns us about the coming Anti-Christ.

The Roman Catholic church waged war with the followers of Mohammed, while Christian history tries to teach it the other way around. The Roman Catholic Church had torture chambers that surpass anything since, and many Muslims and Jews were tortured to death.

After the Anti-Christ rules the world for a bit, then Jesus (peace be upon him) will return along with the true Christians who were raptured long, long ago. He will set up his kingdom on earth as it is in heaven.

Follow That Man Who Taught A Rainbow

Acting like a clown
I found as I looked around
I had fallen down
Just wanting to be
Someone you’d like to see
When I just should have been
me
A gray sky
the lies
and the mask
And when you can’t put it in words
It’s time to put it to an end
So I took thirty four pills
And lived
don’t know why I’m around
As I carry this grave around
But I’ve left town
I cannot go back down
All I lack is reason
Out of season
Yet I am alive

Though you think I should be ashamed
That I am to blame
I will have no shame
As I follow that man who taught a rainbow
Because there is gold at the end I know
Because I lived

As we gather around that pot of gold
I hope to see you then
see each other as we are
not as we thought
we were back when

Roger Harkness
7/14/10

My government supports terror groups, Renta soldiers and our military and CIA is all over the world doing things you don’t want to know about.

U.S. corporations are over seas polluting the air of other countries, stealing water from other nations and underpaying workers there so that workers will work longer hours in order to make a living.  They’re cutting forests, taking oil and other minerals at rock bottom prices.

True, I pay taxes, but the fact is, those taxes are taken out of my paycheck before I even get it.  I’m 51 years old and that has been going on all my life.  They don’t ask, they tell you, you want a job, you need a social security number.  You provide a social security and they deduct taxes out of your pay.   I have never been asked if that was ok or how this money should be spent.  You know why, because this is the land of the Brave and the free I am told.  They are brave as they freely take.  It’s not my fault.  Sure I get to vote, and so do you.  We get to vote for their plan A, or their plan B and in other states you get an option to vote for their plan C.

And is it my fault that Coca Cola sucked one of India’s largest wells dry that 100s of thousands of people depended on?  I didn’t even know about it until after it happened.  After I heard about it, I switched to Pepsi, I will never drink another Coca Cola.  Well guess what, Coca Cola owns Pepsi, now doesn’t that figure.

I am not to blame and you are not to blame.  You might be doing this and that and I’m not doing that, but instead I’m doing that and this.  We’re still doing something and yet nothing seems to be working.  But I’m still not to blame and neither are you.  Some people don’t seem to be doing nothing.  Well, nothing we seem to be doing is working.  I’m sure they would all jump right onboard if it looked like we were accomplishing something.

We are accomplishing nothing by blaming ourselves or others and as we accomplish nothing they win.  We need to do a little research and find out who “THEY” are, what is their agenda and why?  And they are not the republicans, liberals, christians or jews.  No they are not the muslims, nor the mexicans or the blacks.  If your research can only go as far as your narrow minded bigotry, then let me ask this?  Lets blame it on the bigots?  Bigotry however like hypocrisy is a human frailty that we all suffer from and then we would all be back to blaming each other.

You have to be willing to do open minded research without prejudice and both share and welcome ideas with others and as we discover who they are, what their agenda is and why, we might, together, find a way to beat them.

Genesis 5:18 And Ja´red lived on for a hundred and sixty-two years. Then he became father to E´noch. 19 And after his fathering E´noch Ja´red continued to live eight hundred years. Meanwhile he became father to sons and daughters. 20 So all the days of Ja´red amounted to nine hundred and sixty-two years and he died. 21 And E´noch lived on for sixty-five years. Then he became father to Me·thu´se·lah. 22 And after his fathering Me·thu´se·lah E´noch went on walking with the [true] God three hundred years. Meanwhile he became father to sons and daughters. 23 So all the days of E´noch amounted to three hundred and sixty-five years. 24 And E´noch kept walking with the [true] God. Then he was no more, for God took him.

I read the bible when I was a teenager and I remember reading this and questioning Christianity then because Enoch was apparently saved and Jesus hadn’t even come yet.  The reply I believe I had gotten when questioning this was, “without the Holy Spirit we cannot understand the bible.”  Sadly I bought that, wasn’t too bright back then.  Now that I’m reading it again, now I’m like like “wait a minute.”

Jesus said that he had to give his life for our redemption and further he explains that only through him can we enter the Kingdom.  I’m not going to say that those things are false, I’m just going to say that maybe these things are misunderstood, Jesus taught not an eye for eye a tooth for a tooth, but should someone strike you, turn the other cheek so that they can strike the other side.  He brought us a higher law, to do unto others as you would have them do unto you.

To understand what Jesus meant by these things he had said, lets look at what he did.    The religious leaders of his time who represented God taught an eye for an eye and a tooth for a tooth and only by following a strict code could one please God.  Jesus had come with a higher law teaching that if someone strike you on the cheek, turn the other so that they may strike you again, to do unto others as you would have them do unto you.  That the meek should inherit the earth and peacemakers should be called sons and daughters of God and to forgive those who persecute you.  These teaching went strongly against the teachings of the religious leaders of his time and they were angered by this believing that if this man was the messiah he claimed to be, his teachings would go along with theirs.  So they sought at every corner to trip him up and take him out and they succeeded (well maybe).

Jesus healed the sick, raised the dead, cast out demons and taught that if you just had the faith of a mustard seed (which is very, very small seed), you could tell a mountain to move, and it would.  So now he is nailed to a cross to die after being mocked and beaten.   A man who tamed the seas and walked on water, surely he could have called lightning bolts down from the sky and had all his enemies killed, but no.  He practiced just what he taught and said, “father forgive them for they know not what they do.”  If he would have done otherwise he would have been a hypocrite.  So what are you if you practice what you teach, you are a man of your word.  And if what you teach is the truth, then you are the truth you teach.   So if you believe in what Jesus taught then you shall be saved.  But how could you believe in what Jesus did if he did not practice what he taught and rather became a hypocrite.  So this is what Jesus meant that you can only be saved through him.  Through his teachings, as he was what he taught.  You must put away the old teachings of an eye for an eye and a tooth for a tooth and be born again into a new teaching and he gives you example after example of this and his own death would be his last example of that.

You are not saved by just believing that he died for your sins.  You have to believe in what he taught, because that is what he did.  If you believe in what he taught then you will try to follow it and if you fail he will forgive you, just as you forgive others, as he taught you to pray.

He said to them, “When you pray, say:
” ‘Father,
hallowed be your name,
your kingdom come.
Give us each day our daily bread.
Forgive us our sins,
for we also forgive everyone who sins against us.”

So that is how Enoch was saved.  Enoch must have learned the higher law and followed it.  Just as anyone who learns of this higher law, believes in it and tries to follow it, they too will be saved.

And if anyone teaches anything other than what Jesus taught and says rather, do this or do that, believe this or believe that, confess this or confess that and you will be saved, I would suggest you question it.  By trying to follow the teachings of Jesus you are not going to go to hell, THINK ABOUT IT.

Genesis 1:27 – And God proceeded to create the man in his image, in God’s image he created him; male and female he created them. (The New World Translation- a Jehovah Witness Bible)

The Jehovah Witnesses gave me this bible and I gave them a donation for it, but they said it was free and I said I’ll pay for it anyways.  So far in comparing it to old faithful KJV I’ve not found any errors, and it is very easy to understand.  I’ve been told that the Catholic bible was the most accurate version, but I don’t think the Bible Church who told me that heard of this one.

I was listening to a clip of Coast to Coast and they had some historian expert on (didn’t catch his name) who claimed that Genesis was the oldest religious transcript in the world.  And that the new world order people were working hard to discredit it but were not able to.  I wished I could have heard the whole show so I knew what he was talking about, but I just got into the middle of it. You know how (me) and a few people like me believe that when the bible was talking about the sons of God finding the daughters of men desirable, we think the bible is talking about Alains.  Well this guy claims that there were two races of mankind on the earth at that time.  One followed God and this is why they are called sons and daughters of God and the other fell away and are called son’s and daughters of man.  Now that opens up a whole new train of thought.

Not a subject discussed on coast to coast, but I’m thinking now maybe this might shed some light onto why both Satan and Jesus are called the morning star and Jesus keeps being referred to as the son of man while he is also acknowledged as the son of God, so you know, I got to look into this.

So far I got as far as Genesis 1:27 and I remembered, now that I am a minister, that this is something I need to share whether I’m listened to or not.  Because there is a lot of confusion about this.

I have been told that the bible is sexist and thus the Jewish, Christian and Muslim religions are sexist.  I will not deny that there are religious leaders in all three religions who are sexist and thus lead people to be sexist, but this is a mistake and Genesis 1:27 explains it.  If you come across a Jew, Christian or Muslim who believes that it is taught that man is superior to woman, you can explain to them that man is men and women and here is your little verse that they subscribe to as the ultimate authority, to show them and prove to them that they are wrong.

If further proof is needed, tell them to google, “deborah the prophetess.”  There is no greater person on this earth in any of these three religions than a prophet and if a woman can be a prophet, then how can she be less than a man.  And if that don’t work, explain how Jesus was born of a woman without the help of a man, now that should stop them dead in their tracks right there. They might argue that there are more men prophets than women prophets, and right there, I’d just give up with the realization that some people just aren’t capable of learning.  But it is true that most of the prophets, government leaders and corporate leaders are men, this is by design of woman, not men.  If women wanted it to be different, it would be, it is enough that they be mothers of prophets, government and corporate leaders, this does not make them less but only because they are equal that this is so.  I’m going to try to explain this the way  I understand it and you can disagree and teach me something new, because one thing I am certain of, I can learn, I can be taught.

The spiritual explanation of men and women is:  Woman is the inspiration and man is the creator.  In other words, women inspire men to create.  Men and women are different.  I’m not going to create a list of this is men and this is women because we will argue over it for days, weeks, months, years, forever possibly.  Lets be honest, we kinda lost site of what a woman and a man is.  If you have lived on this earth awhile, you will have seen some men who act more like what you think is a woman than most woman you have known and you will see some woman who act more like a man than most men you have seen.  I think this is partially natural and unnatural.  I think in nature you will find this naturally occurring but our domesticated life style we have created for ourselves and a state of confusion that we seem to be in today is a contributer.

What has caused the confusion we seem to be in today is equality.  This is something that some people just won’t get.  It is believed by some that to be equal to me, you must be just like me, if you are different you are less than me.  This to me is a sign of maturity and some people just won’t grow up.  They will believe, that to be as good as me, you must be just like me.  They will never understand that someone who is different than they can be equal to them, they just can’t get it.  Part of this is the fault of our society where we send our kids to school to learn math, science and proper word structure but fail to teach wisdom and understanding.  Some say that this is by design and I have to agree.  Why would you want someone to question things, wouldn’t it be better if we all just went along.

So, men and women are different, but are both equal having been created in the image of God as it is written in Genesis 1:27, according to an historian, the oldest document in existence. Whether you believe that this writing is a scientific document written in reality or a Parable written in dream language, meant to portray a truth, either way, it means the same thing.  It is possible for two people to be different and yet still be equal and we need to learn this and began treating each other as such, then, there will be peace in the whole world, and it begins with me.

PEACE.

I think we error when we believe the bible is it and there aint no more. There are some strange scriptures that mention creating us in our image, not my image and a few other strange scriptures here and there that make it sound like God is more than one person. But the Gnostic scriptures which were purposely not included in the bible speak of a false god who created us. I hear rumor of a Samarian text that claims that we were created by the Nephilim that came from the planet Nibiru to be their slaves. The planet Nibiru was a part of our solar system and had crashed into another planet in our solar system, can’t remember which one. That is how we got our moon and the asteroid belt around Saturn. A part of Nibiru still exists, it is called planet X or the wormwood asteroid that is due to meet with us late in 2012 or early 2013.

We may have been able to put all the pieces together more quickly if a group of people long ago didn’t decide for us what was scripture and what was not.

It took me a long time to find this story I once posted years ago, so I figure I better repost it so that it doesn’t get lost.  Your memory gets worse as you get older, so you never want to loose important stories that may be important to others.  So here it is:

In the Navy I knew a man who claimed to be the son of Satan, he became a christian, I watched him change, it taught me a lot of things.

“A friend” : son o’ satan! LOL. If I was going to make an absurd claim I would claim to be the thing itself and not “his son.”

Okcitykid: This guy had like two personalities and rumor was that he and another sailor raped and murdered a prostitute and he laughed about it, but he never personally admitted it to me, just that, I did not want to know all the things he had done.

In the military you are forced to be close to people and you learn a lot and we used to always stand watch together.

He was scared to death of the dark. He would actually cry if he was left alone in the dark and he always manged to get out of after lookout at night. He would often ask me to pray for him while we stood forward lookout together in the dark. As I would stand into the wind, he would hide behind the wind brake and tell me I was brave. There were things I didn’t know he would say, things he could not explain to me or he would be punished he claimed. He put these strange symbols on the inside of his uniform to protect him and around the birthing compartment. My memory is not so good anymore, but I think it was a half moon and an arrow.

We had a journal on the bridge everyone would right stuff in and I would always quote sayings from Jesus and he would scribble over them with Jesus sucks dicks in hell or similar obscenities. When we stood together on forward lookout, he would ask me to forgive him and pray for him.

One night I refused, I said no, you want forgiveness, you have to ask for it yourself because I’m not going to pray for you.  You have to do that for yourself. He said he didn’t know how, he had never done that before, but I continued to refuse and told him he had to learn. For the rest of the watch he was silent as tears rolled down his face.

So the next day he visited the protestant lay leader who had given him a bible and he began to read it and for awhile it seemed like he changed. With excitement he would tell me what he read, but somehow it just didn’t seem real and when we got back to the states he returned back to his old way. He would have this evil laugh that would send chills down your spine.

Then he got the news that his mother had died. His mother was the last person alive in his immediate family and he was tore up by this so he visited the base Chaplin and that’s when he supposedly became a Christian.

About a month after that he smarted off to a commissioned officer and was court marshaled and sent off to the brig. I met him before he left to the brig and he had this big ole grin on his face so I asked him why he was so happy. I couldn’t understand it. He would get out of work details and watches and it seemed he could do whatever he wanted and never get in trouble, even get away with murder, and now that he has truly changed his life, he receives this big ole punishment for this small little thing and he’s happy about it?

He said he was happy to go to the brig because it meant that Satan had no power over him because he was being punished for doing something wrong.

He once again told me that there are many things he couldn’t tell me because he was afraid. As he was growing up his family was into Satan worship and everyone in his family died and his mother was the last to die and he said he would have been next if he had not visited the Chaplin.

He said that he used to have powers, he could just wish real hard and he could get out of work details or watches or getting in trouble. Or he could wish real hard for a coke or a cup of coffee and someone would bring him one. But there was a price, but he said not anymore, Satan had no control over him and he was just tickled pink to go to the brig.

Everything about him was different. He had a wicked smile that turned into a cute smile and a wicked laugh that turned into a giggle, his voice was softer and the expression on his face seemed almost caring as he warned me to be careful as he left to the brig explaining that there are things I don’t know.

My views about Christianity have changed a lot since then….

One could easily say that this man was simply mental and God had simply intervened with healing. But how do you explain him getting away with so many things and then being sent to the brig for something as small as disrespect? How can you explain everyone in his family dieing?

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I’ve since done a search for Satanic symbols to locate the one he had placed everywhere but haven’t found it.   From memory I’ve made a drawing, I’m not an artist and it has been about 30 years ago.  Here it is: