MAN is made up of women and men, male and female

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Genesis 1:27 – And God proceeded to create the man in his image, in God’s image he created him; male and female he created them. (The New World Translation- a Jehovah Witness Bible)

The Jehovah Witnesses gave me this bible and I gave them a donation for it, but they said it was free and I said I’ll pay for it anyways.  So far in comparing it to old faithful KJV I’ve not found any errors, and it is very easy to understand.  I’ve been told that the Catholic bible was the most accurate version, but I don’t think the Bible Church who told me that heard of this one.

I was listening to a clip of Coast to Coast and they had some historian expert on (didn’t catch his name) who claimed that Genesis was the oldest religious transcript in the world.  And that the new world order people were working hard to discredit it but were not able to.  I wished I could have heard the whole show so I knew what he was talking about, but I just got into the middle of it. You know how (me) and a few people like me believe that when the bible was talking about the sons of God finding the daughters of men desirable, we think the bible is talking about Alains.  Well this guy claims that there were two races of mankind on the earth at that time.  One followed God and this is why they are called sons and daughters of God and the other fell away and are called son’s and daughters of man.  Now that opens up a whole new train of thought.

Not a subject discussed on coast to coast, but I’m thinking now maybe this might shed some light onto why both Satan and Jesus are called the morning star and Jesus keeps being referred to as the son of man while he is also acknowledged as the son of God, so you know, I got to look into this.

So far I got as far as Genesis 1:27 and I remembered, now that I am a minister, that this is something I need to share whether I’m listened to or not.  Because there is a lot of confusion about this.

I have been told that the bible is sexist and thus the Jewish, Christian and Muslim religions are sexist.  I will not deny that there are religious leaders in all three religions who are sexist and thus lead people to be sexist, but this is a mistake and Genesis 1:27 explains it.  If you come across a Jew, Christian or Muslim who believes that it is taught that man is superior to woman, you can explain to them that man is men and women and here is your little verse that they subscribe to as the ultimate authority, to show them and prove to them that they are wrong.

If further proof is needed, tell them to google, “deborah the prophetess.”  There is no greater person on this earth in any of these three religions than a prophet and if a woman can be a prophet, then how can she be less than a man.  And if that don’t work, explain how Jesus was born of a woman without the help of a man, now that should stop them dead in their tracks right there. They might argue that there are more men prophets than women prophets, and right there, I’d just give up with the realization that some people just aren’t capable of learning.  But it is true that most of the prophets, government leaders and corporate leaders are men, this is by design of woman, not men.  If women wanted it to be different, it would be, it is enough that they be mothers of prophets, government and corporate leaders, this does not make them less but only because they are equal that this is so.  I’m going to try to explain this the way  I understand it and you can disagree and teach me something new, because one thing I am certain of, I can learn, I can be taught.

The spiritual explanation of men and women is:  Woman is the inspiration and man is the creator.  In other words, women inspire men to create.  Men and women are different.  I’m not going to create a list of this is men and this is women because we will argue over it for days, weeks, months, years, forever possibly.  Lets be honest, we kinda lost site of what a woman and a man is.  If you have lived on this earth awhile, you will have seen some men who act more like what you think is a woman than most woman you have known and you will see some woman who act more like a man than most men you have seen.  I think this is partially natural and unnatural.  I think in nature you will find this naturally occurring but our domesticated life style we have created for ourselves and a state of confusion that we seem to be in today is a contributer.

What has caused the confusion we seem to be in today is equality.  This is something that some people just won’t get.  It is believed by some that to be equal to me, you must be just like me, if you are different you are less than me.  This to me is a sign of maturity and some people just won’t grow up.  They will believe, that to be as good as me, you must be just like me.  They will never understand that someone who is different than they can be equal to them, they just can’t get it.  Part of this is the fault of our society where we send our kids to school to learn math, science and proper word structure but fail to teach wisdom and understanding.  Some say that this is by design and I have to agree.  Why would you want someone to question things, wouldn’t it be better if we all just went along.

So, men and women are different, but are both equal having been created in the image of God as it is written in Genesis 1:27, according to an historian, the oldest document in existence. Whether you believe that this writing is a scientific document written in reality or a Parable written in dream language, meant to portray a truth, either way, it means the same thing.  It is possible for two people to be different and yet still be equal and we need to learn this and began treating each other as such, then, there will be peace in the whole world, and it begins with me.

PEACE.

BP is Giving up 20 Billion Dollars Without A Fight – Something is Wrong!

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First of all I want to say that the TV is  saying that going around the Internet is a suggestion to nuke the oil spill.  I haven’t come across anywhere on the Internet about a suggestion to nuke the oil spill.  Did the TV lie?  What do you think?

Ok – what I have heard out there on the Internet is that this is a lot worse than the TV is saying it is.  BP drilled down four miles into the earths crust and they might have drilled just a little too far and opened up a can of worms.  Even if they hadn’t ignored all the safety precautions, there still may have been an explosion.  There could be sometime soon an explosion of nuclear proportions that will send large clouds of toxic gases into the atmosphere.  I always thought Oklahoma was a safe place to live, but we may not even be safe here.

So when the TV says that some say we should nuke this thing, when it happens, is it going to be blamed on someone else??  And when BP says they will put up 20 billion without even an argument?   What they are really saying is:  “oops.”  A really big “OOPS!”

If you have friends or relatives that you have not spoken to in a long time, you might want to give them a call, send them a note or email.  Just saying it might be a good idea.

SON OF SATAN

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It took me a long time to find this story I once posted years ago, so I figure I better repost it so that it doesn’t get lost.  Your memory gets worse as you get older, so you never want to loose important stories that may be important to others.  So here it is:

In the Navy I knew a man who claimed to be the son of Satan, he became a christian, I watched him change, it taught me a lot of things.

“A friend” : son o’ satan! LOL. If I was going to make an absurd claim I would claim to be the thing itself and not “his son.”

Okcitykid: This guy had like two personalities and rumor was that he and another sailor raped and murdered a prostitute and he laughed about it, but he never personally admitted it to me, just that, I did not want to know all the things he had done.

In the military you are forced to be close to people and you learn a lot and we used to always stand watch together.

He was scared to death of the dark. He would actually cry if he was left alone in the dark and he always manged to get out of after lookout at night. He would often ask me to pray for him while we stood forward lookout together in the dark. As I would stand into the wind, he would hide behind the wind brake and tell me I was brave. There were things I didn’t know he would say, things he could not explain to me or he would be punished he claimed. He put these strange symbols on the inside of his uniform to protect him and around the birthing compartment. My memory is not so good anymore, but I think it was a half moon and an arrow.

We had a journal on the bridge everyone would right stuff in and I would always quote sayings from Jesus and he would scribble over them with Jesus sucks dicks in hell or similar obscenities. When we stood together on forward lookout, he would ask me to forgive him and pray for him.

One night I refused, I said no, you want forgiveness, you have to ask for it yourself because I’m not going to pray for you.  You have to do that for yourself. He said he didn’t know how, he had never done that before, but I continued to refuse and told him he had to learn. For the rest of the watch he was silent as tears rolled down his face.

So the next day he visited the protestant lay leader who had given him a bible and he began to read it and for awhile it seemed like he changed. With excitement he would tell me what he read, but somehow it just didn’t seem real and when we got back to the states he returned back to his old way. He would have this evil laugh that would send chills down your spine.

Then he got the news that his mother had died. His mother was the last person alive in his immediate family and he was tore up by this so he visited the base Chaplin and that’s when he supposedly became a Christian.

About a month after that he smarted off to a commissioned officer and was court marshaled and sent off to the brig. I met him before he left to the brig and he had this big ole grin on his face so I asked him why he was so happy. I couldn’t understand it. He would get out of work details and watches and it seemed he could do whatever he wanted and never get in trouble, even get away with murder, and now that he has truly changed his life, he receives this big ole punishment for this small little thing and he’s happy about it?

He said he was happy to go to the brig because it meant that Satan had no power over him because he was being punished for doing something wrong.

He once again told me that there are many things he couldn’t tell me because he was afraid. As he was growing up his family was into Satan worship and everyone in his family died and his mother was the last to die and he said he would have been next if he had not visited the Chaplin.

He said that he used to have powers, he could just wish real hard and he could get out of work details or watches or getting in trouble. Or he could wish real hard for a coke or a cup of coffee and someone would bring him one. But there was a price, but he said not anymore, Satan had no control over him and he was just tickled pink to go to the brig.

Everything about him was different. He had a wicked smile that turned into a cute smile and a wicked laugh that turned into a giggle, his voice was softer and the expression on his face seemed almost caring as he warned me to be careful as he left to the brig explaining that there are things I don’t know.

My views about Christianity have changed a lot since then….

One could easily say that this man was simply mental and God had simply intervened with healing. But how do you explain him getting away with so many things and then being sent to the brig for something as small as disrespect? How can you explain everyone in his family dieing?

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I’ve since done a search for Satanic symbols to locate the one he had placed everywhere but haven’t found it.   From memory I’ve made a drawing, I’m not an artist and it has been about 30 years ago.  Here it is:

SATAN SYMBOL

Guardians of the Free Republics

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I checked the news today and this group has sent letter to 30 governors giving them 3 days to step down.  Who the hell are they, never heard of them.  I’ve heard of the Tea Party and received an invitation.  I’ve heard of the coffee party and again received an invitation.

How can an organization appear so quickly out of now where with so much authority as to ask governors to step down. 

So I’m thinking, let the games begin.  So I google search for “Guardians of the Free Republics” and I find a small web site with some audio clips and a registration form.  Strange thing about this registration form,  it wants your home phone, your cell phone and even the county you live in.  It conveniantly has a drop menue to choose your county when you select your state.  Boy they sure are squared a way for such a new organization.

I suggest nobody fill that registration form out.  This is not a legit organization created by the people.  This bull shit was put together by homeland security gathering information on would be terrorists.    You’ll be put on a watch list,  phone and Internet bugged, followed, harrased and maybe even arrested on some trumpted up charge.

Take my advice, DO NOT FILL OUT THAT FORM and if you have, move, change your cell phone number and maybe even your name.  Just a warning.

Peace and Love

Roger

The Minister Peacefulpoet Says 9/11 Was An Inside Job

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I don’t understand, we saw three buildings get demolished with our own eyes. We are told by experts who have no names in a science magazine (Popular Mechanics) that fire caused metal beams to melt and when one floor collapsed on the next that’s what caused them all to fall down. I never finished high school, instead, I joined the Navy. I’m not no expert with no name that I could have an article in a science magazine, but still, I try to picture this in my mind. Fire melts steal beams on all four sides at the same time and the floor collapses on itself causing so much stress that the whole building collapses on itself, Not once, but three times, and one building didn’t even have a fire. I’m sorry, but these experts with no names are full of sh*t. Those buildings were demolished and we saw it with our eyes. Will we believe what we see or will we believe what we are told?. Apparently it is very easy for the powers that be to convince us of anything. Well now that explains why they are the powers that be and we are just their sheeple.

The Internet Is Our Only Freedom of Speech

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I’ve called and written my Senator:

You can cut copy and paste this in its entirety and post it or send to anyone you like.  If you wish to send this to your Senator, you are free to change the name.

MR. INHOFE REPLIES

On Thu, Mar 4, 2010 at 8:56 AM, <Jim_Inhofe@inhofe.senate.gov> wrote:

Dear Mr. Harkness:

Thank you for contacting me regarding cybersecurity in the United States.  As your voice in Washington D.C., I appreciate hearing from you.

According to the Department of Homeland Security (DHS), from 2005 to 2007 there was an 800% increase in cyber attacks against the United States.  Additionally, there were over 360 million attempts to break into the Pentagon’s networks in 2008.  As new high-tech dangers emerge, we must be prepared to defend against both domestic and foreign hackers who wish harm upon the United States.

Several bills have been introduced in the 111th Congress to address these increasing cybersecurity threats.  S. 778 would establish the Office of National Cybersecurity Advisor within the Executive Office of the President.  S. 773, the Cybersecurity Act of 2009, would create a Cybersecurity Advisory Panel to advise the President and require the Director of National Intelligence and the Secretary of Commerce to present to Congress an annual report on cybersecurity threats.  S. 773 would require the Secretary of Commerce to employ a system to analyze and report on any cyber vulnerabilities within all federal information systems and networks operated by the Department of Commerce. The bill would also direct the President to implement a national cybersecurity strategy and work with other nations to encourage cooperative efforts in improving international cybersecurity efforts. Furthermore, S. 773 would authorize $150 million in FY 2010 for cybersecurity research and would increase funding for research centers and graduate students specializing in cybersecurity.

In order to address the increasing risks of cyber attacks, some suggest creating the position of a cybersecurity coordinator within the White House who would have direct access to the President. In 2008 the Center for Strategic and International Studies Cybersecurity Commission recommended the establishment of a cyberspace office at the White House. President Obama has since advocated for a cybersecurity advisor within the White House to integrate the government’s cybersecurity policies and coordinate responses to cyber threats. Additionally, President Obama has stated that the cybersecurity adviser will be a member of the National Security Council staff and the National Economic Council staff. Coordinating governmental agencies’ cybersecurity strategies would be done by this cybersecurity coordinator within the White House, rather than through the Department of Homeland Security.

While there is general agreement that we must strengthen cybersecurity defenses, many are concerned that a cybersecurity coordinator, or a cyber “czar,” is unnecessary and will only increase the levels of red tape within the government. Since several DHS officials already have substantial cybersecurity responsibilities, cyber defenses should be enhanced through increased resources and capabilities within DHS. Establishing a cybersecurity advisor within the White House, opponents argue, will weaken Congress’ ability to conduct oversight of the activities of the Executive Office and ensure individual accountability of administration.  Furthermore, opponents are concerned that a cyber czar will place too much control over internet security into the hands of the executive branch and may allow for greater internet regulation in the future.  Many constituents have contacted me to express concerns about the provision in S. 773 which would allow the President to “declare a cybersecurity emergency and order the limitation or shutdown of Internet traffic to and from any compromised Federal Government or United States critical infrastructure information system or network.”  I find this provision particularly troubling as it has the potential to allow for the abuse of power by the Executive Branch and may be used to restrict the free flow of commerce.

S. 773 is currently pending in the Senate Commerce, Science and Transportation Committee, and S. 778 is pending in the Senate Homeland Security and Governmental Affairs Committee.  Should any of these bills come to the Senate floor, I will certainly keep your views in mind. Please know that I will continue to support efforts to strengthen cybersecurity defenses while also promoting the free flow of commerce and information on the internet.

Thank you again for your correspondence.  Please do not hesitate to contact me in the future with any other concerns or comments you may have.

Sincerely,

James M. Inhofe
United States Senator

Good answer, THANK YOU, and I will also post this to my blog.

Let me just add:  I believe that government offices should be secure, so should corporate Internet sites.  Everyone who is on the Internet should be wise of their use of the Internet.  However, I cannot help but believe that there is a fear mongering to scare us all into letting the government protect us who in turn will simply contract this off to corporate entities who will in turn gain full control of the Internet just as they have the radio and TV and our freedom of speech will be over with.  While one might say that the number of Internet attacks are up, one must also agree that the amount of traffic on the Internet is increasing.
You are far safer conducting your business behind a computer screen then you would be in person, that’s a fact.  Rather than fearing the Internet, we should recognize it for what it is.
Mr.  Inhofe, I had called in and asked that you not vote for the Cyber Security Bill.  I feel I need to explain why and insure it is documented.

Our constitution which we had both swore to uphold, you as a Senator and me as a Veteran in the Navy;
the freedoms that the constitution guarantees us all has been shredded to pieces since 9/11/2001.

One piece still remains and that is freedom of speech.

If anybody has anything to say, they can go on the internet and say it.  It costs them nothing more than the internet connection.  What they have to say can be heard by all or ignored by all.  This is our freedom of speech and it is our only freedom of speech.  We do not have this same freedom in the press, radio or TV, only those with money to pay advertising costs have this freedom.

So the internet is our constitutional guarantee to free speech and if you allow the fear-mongers (who in real life are really nothing more than profiteers hiding inside freedom protection suits) take from us our freedom, you might as well take down our flag and burn it, because America is over with, and replace it with the Chinese flag, and proudly fly it to our lord and master, our banker.

This will be posted on my blog.

Respectfully,

Roger Harkness

Dear Blog #10

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This weekend I was depressed.  I had bad dreams that people did not like me, so I took a gun and blew my head off.  I prayed real hard to have better dreams and I did, last night I dreamt that everybody liked me.  Weird huh?

Update on the future.  I figure 2012 will be interesting and people are tired of me talking about it.  I think those of us in Oklahoma are going to be ok, but that’s only a guess, I have nothing but hearsay to base it upon.  My X wife said she had a strong feeling and I also have a feeling.  Also based on a dream I had long ago that the earth shook really bad and we had no TV, radio or telephone.  The discrepancy is, there was no mention of the Internet in this dream and I’m not real sure if that is relevant, but I’m guessing we won’t have any Internet either.  This is my guess from my brief studies on the subject.  Planet X will be headed onto a path right at us or close to it.  As planet X follows this path it will go right thru the Asteroid belt, and when it does this, as it has done in the past, it will send asteroids in our direction, at least one will hit us.  This has happened before to our earth.  But as in the dream, we lived, but didn’t know what happened.   This could explain why it was before I was born I saw a mushroom cloud.  I always believed it was an atomic explosion but now I believe it might have been an asteroid slamming into the earth.  All of this makes me think of the Georgia Guide Stones.

I have moved in with my old girl friend who has always loved me, as I have learned a great and simple lesson.  Though we must try to love all, don’t leave behind those who love you the most, they deserve your most.  Don’t try to make friends with those who want nothing to with you, just like Jesus when faced by a town of people who wanted him to leave, who thought swine were more important than people, he just walked away, that’s what you got to do. 

I’ve bought my girl friend an engagement ring, we plan on getting married in May.  She has lost her job.  I hope she finds a job soon so that we can begin to make plans.  I will be a grandfather in February and I’m not sure how I feel about that.  I’m supposed to be happy, but the grandchild will live over a thousand miles away so what’s the point, just means I’m getting older, but I’ll pretend to be happy because that’s what I’m supposed to do.  We are supposed to visit in May when the child is baptised and please don’t comment about the value of children being baptised, I will not post it, it doesn’t matter.  I believe God appreciates it anytime we think of him, and yes I believe God is a him based on a dream I had, so leave that one alone also.  We don’t know, we really don’t, people should just be allowed to believe what they want, you don’t know, so how can you tell anybody that they are wrong, because you might find yourself turning around some day and saying, “they were right all along.”

If my girlfriend gets a job I will buy me a new computer, it will have a solid state hard drive, something I’ve been waiting for a very long time.  I thought hard drives that spin in circles at thousands of rpms just to give us our data was a joke and was always wondering when we would move out of the dark ages, finally, can’t wait to get my hands on it.  A job with the Coca Cola Company looks promising, I will pray.

This blog used to link with my facebook, recently that has not worked, I need to figure out why, but if this post doesn’t, well then I’ll have to do it my self.  My facebook name is Minister Roger Peacefulpoet.  Sounds corny I know, but that was the only way facebook would let me do it, as I have recently became an ordained minister.  I had to make my first name minister, it would not except reverend.

Emily, one of my friends on facebook just brought up a good point.  Whether or not the green house effect really has an effect on the climate is only one part of the problem, a lack of oxygen is causing people to become sick.  Recently it has been discovered by accident that a lack of oxygen causes paranoia in people.   I was at a party some time back and someone had mentioned how everyone is so paranoid these days, I said, “it was the lack of oxygen.”  Everyone laughed, they thought I told a joke.  The other problem is TV,  if you come to know me you’ll hear me blame a lot things on the TV, but it is to blame for a lot of things.  On TV, the glass is almost always half empty.  We seem to be attracted to that, but in the end, the hero always wins.  In the real world we are never faced with all this death and destruction, and while we imagine ourselves as being the hero, in real life, we can never be that person, because that person is acting and the story is never real, even when they call it reality tv.  So we look around us and expect those we like to be that imaginary hero.  When we look at others we will always compare them with those we encounter on tv, the good and the bad, and these are only people acting out characters that don’t even exist.  So when the earth shakes and the tv will no longer work, it will be a good thing, we will be forced to see each other and ourselves as we really are and stop pretending to be something else or expecting others to be different.  The hypnotic trance of consumerism will pass and we will have to find new ways to be happy.  Rather than buying new things and throwing old things away, we will learn the value of things, ultimately the value of each other.

Did Jesus Die As A Sacrifice For Our Sins? Do We Have To Believe This To Be Saved?

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First of all, let me just say. Is their a God, Isn’t there a God, Heaven or Hell and how does that judgment thing work? I don’t know and you don’t know, but we have an idea based on our own studies and observations, and what we first learn is usually what we believe until we unlearn it later in life. We don’t know until we are dead if what we believe is right or wrong, until then, it is just a belief and all beliefs, I believe deserve equal respect. Equally I respect those who agree with me and those who do not.

Jesus had indicated that his blood would be shed for our forgiveness of sins.

No one has lived a perfect life, nor could anyone. It is impossible, first of all, because we don’t know why we are here and what we are supposed to be doing here. If we had this knowledge, we possibly could not live with ourselves knowing that many of us are utterly failing. Because if all was perfect, we would be good caretakers of this earth, realizing it as a gift God has given us in order to sustain our life. If we were all perfect, there would not be a hungry person among us, no one would be lonely. If we lived perfect lives, there would never be war. So this knowledge is hid from us, otherwise we may not be able to live with our selves. However Jesus was perfect, he knew why he was here, he knew what he had to do and he knew what would happen to him and followed thru to the very end. Jesus was a special soul, in my opinion, he is our older brother. He is what we collectively strive to be and in so doing, will one day, be like him, if we are true followers of him.

I found this set of videos that describe what I believe about Jesus perfectly. Jesus taught that if weeds grow amongst the good plants. If we remove the weeds we might destroy the good plants. So he leaves them there, and only until the harvest does he separate them. This is what Jesus did, this is how he taught us, and you might understand more of what that means if you watch these videos.

http://www.secretsofjesuschrist.com/

Salvation: We are not saved until we enter the gates of the Kingdom of Heaven, until then we are only on our way there and have only made a choice to go that direction. I do not doubt that I will be saved. In a dream many years ago I was told: “God takes us as if we were a ball of clay and makes us unto himself.”

Jesus said he had to shed his blood for our forgiveness. Jesus also said that if your right hand offend you, then cut it off, so that you may enter the kingdom. If we all took what Jesus said literally, many of us would be walking around with one less hand, while thanking Jesus for allowing his blood be shed so that we may be forgiven. That wouldn’t make any sense. Where we are failing is by taking the scriptures literally. It is poetry, words from the heart or dream talk.

By observing The Life, The Teaching and The Death of Jesus, and using these three things as an example, to the best of our ability, that is the path, he gave us to follow. Before that time, we were in darkness. But we’re not going to be perfect, we’re going to make mistakes, but while he lived and still lives he had shown that he had the power to forgive sins and was always graciously willing to do so, he didn’t have to die to do that. And he is still alive and is there for us should we need forgiveness. Now we can ask in prayer, anyone of us, anywhere, at any time. That’s what he meant by, I shed my blood so that you may be forgiven.

I find the letters of Paul to be very contra-virtual, I always have. While some of his teachings are like those of Jesus, others are just way off. I do not put my faith in the letters of Paul and I believe that Christians put to much faith in them.

STOP ONE TEAR TODAY

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Cindy Sheehan posted this on her Facebook and I thought I should repost it. Discouraged, Satan is the ruler of this world and we can’t change that. I tried to commit suicide and lived anyways and what the hell for. I’ll tell you why:

If I can stop one tear from falling today, I will have a good day. If you could stop one tear today, you can have a good day. If we all stopped one tear, we can all have a better day and the world can have a better day. We can never win, “BUT” we can make things better and that’s why we’re here.  So do your part and “STOP ONE TEAR TODAY”. Don’t give up like I tried to do.

Peace and Love
Roger

Another Good Day

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Today I worked on Christie’s old computer. It seemed somebody, probably the tech who upgraded it spilled coffee or soda on one of the memory chips, cleaned it up and added a larger chip and a faster lan card. Well it’s still slow, its an old computer and windows xp is still to big for it, unfortunately windows 98 is no longer supported, but its workable. Have the printer Debbie gave me and added that to it, and it works : ), Currently playing streaming radio from Pandora and dancing around my computer room and drinking beer, trying to be as happy as can be. There is one maybe two possibly three people who think it’s wrong for me to be happy, yes maybe even a fourth. It will be sad to see you all die in misery, I’m sorry I tried to be your friend, but that was turned into some kind of criminal activity. Sorry you feel that way. Just waiting for 2012, the beginning of justice I believe it will be.

Tomorrow I will try to add Internet phone and get off of Dawn’s wireless plan. That should work.

Haven’t worked on my book today, I will get back to it, I was working on its calender yesterday, it’s a little confusing.

Love you all, wished everyone loved me to, unfortunatly that is some kind of tabbo sinful thing. Don’t understand that and I feel sorry for those who feel that way.

I will say this much though, for those of you who have turned me into some kind of monster. All I can say, you can do that to anybody because nobody is perfect, and you better be careful, when the judgement day comes, what you have done to me just might be done to you, I suggest you make it right, but that’s just my opinion.

I told Nancy, I think people think I’m evil, she told me I was just being paranoid, you know you’re a good person, I know you’re a good person. And I do know I’m a good person, I would help out anyone and would not hurt nobody. I should have never left Nancy.

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