The Okcitykid – A Peaceful Vet

You can dissagree, because I have not found anyone to agree with me yet, but I still believe what I believe.

The rapture already happened. I wished I had the time to study, or money to hire historians to research my theory, but I have neither.

When I was in the Navy, I was fortunate enough to take a tour of the Catacombs of Rome, and they are huge. You can’t see them all in one day and the Catholic Church has part of the catacombs blocked off. An historian escorted us around and there I learned the biggining of the Catholic church.

This is what made me think, there are symbols etched into the walls that they still are not sure of the meaning. That doesn’t make sense.

So this is what I concluded. While the first of the Roman ceasars who would be converted to Christianity and become the first pope was still persecuting the Christians, word came to him that the Christians were gone. Ceasar knowing how Jesus had promised to return and take his followers could not let anyone know that they were taken for fear of being overthrown himself by a fearful angry people should they realize this. So he claimed to be converted and became the first pope of a church who would destroy any beliefs contrary, and so he did. That’s what I believed happened.

What is going to happen next is that Jesus and the Christians will return, and the kingdom on earth will be as it is in heaven as we were taught to pray.

Cindy Sheehan posted this on her Facebook and I thought I should repost it. Discouraged, Satan is the ruler of this world and we can’t change that. I tried to commit suicide and lived anyways and what the hell for. I’ll tell you why:

If I can stop one tear from falling today, I will have a good day. If you could stop one tear today, you can have a good day. If we all stopped one tear, we can all have a better day and the world can have a better day. We can never win, “BUT” we can make things better and that’s why we’re here.  So do your part and “STOP ONE TEAR TODAY”. Don’t give up like I tried to do.

Peace and Love
Roger

If you start a bridge on fire and then try to put the fire out, you might get burnt, but I wished you would have, I wished you could have and I thank you for the effort.

I know I have done some wrong, and if I ever hurt anyone, it was by accident, I never meant to hurt anyone.

I have been wronged too by some of you.

I may never be forgiven but I have forgiven everyone and hate no one and am happier for it, and you can be too if you chose too.

I regret that there are some who had a special place in my heart and are no longer reachable. But my porch light is always on and everyone is welcome.

Sincerely
Roger Harkness

The First American Lived Before Christ, In China

A poem I posted in November of last year I re-posted on my Facebook, because Confucius was a very smart man.  But there is something very strange that he does that I could never understand.

First of all, this was before television was invented, before the days that we were all brain washed, plus there was far more oxygen in the air and a whole lot less paranoia.   Even though they hadn’t gone to the moon or was driving SUVs, people were very smart about the important things, they had what science calls “common sense.”  Something that got lost I think when we invented SUVs, but I’m not certain about that.  Just trying to make you understand that intelegence was alive and well and Confucious was one of the wisest.

Confucious taught something that was very strange that I could not understand.  He would have men and women seperated, they were not allowed to even walk together.  Women had to walk on one side of the street and men on the other.  That seemed so ignorant and yet it came from such an intellagent man.

I’ve lived 50 years now and I see that nothing on this earth has hurt me more than women, yet, nothing on this earth have I loved more than women.  Now this is really strange.  It seems the more I love women the more I am hurt by them, yet it is love that they seek and it is love that I give.  This is a great mystery folks.  This falls right in there with rocket science, and I’m not a rocket scientist, so I’m just really confused.

Why is it that God made it so that men and women would want each other, yet be so different that they keep missunderstanding eachother and hurting one another.  It occured to me that inorder to survive, you’ve got to forgive, or you can’t live.  I’m telling you this is a fact.  You’re going to get sick and tired and probebly die of cancer if you don’t forgive those who hurt you.   So we are forced to learn to forgive or we won’t live.

Forgivness I believe is one of the greatest virtues there will every be.  Maybe Jesus didn’t exist, or like Islam believes, did not die on the cross.  No matter.  The story is full of moral.  The greatest story ever told, whether true or not.  After all the ugly things they had done to him, just before he dies, he says, “Father forgive them for they know not what they do.”  Simply amazing, and he teaches that we should be like him.  So maybe men and women were created so different so that we could learn to be more like the greatest story ever told.

If you can forgive those who have hurt you, you are a better person, and probably a happier person and a healtheir person than those who cannot forgive you.

Here We Go Again

I’ve been on top of the mountain
and I’ve been in the valley
I remember the past
and I know the future
I’m not always right
and I’m not always wrong
Things don’t always go as planned

One thing I know for sure
I’ve been there
and you may be too
I wish I could tell you like they tried to tell me
But I wouldn’t listen to them
and you won’t listen to me
We all have to make our own mistakes
It’s the way we see
I just wish this didn’t have to be

Maybe if we judged ourselves as harshly as we judge others
Maybe then it could be

By:  Roger Harkness
5/27/09

Battling With High Blood Preasure and Sexuality

Luckier than most, I caught it early and found a smart doctor who knows why and can explain it to me.  My delima is that I can’t take DHEA or Yombe as those two items appear to raise my blood pressure.  These two items do very well keeping you sexually young.

This is a strange thing that young people might not understand, but I’m sure many my age would understand.

In my younger days I would masturbate and get myself off about 3 times a day and I thought I was a sinner and I felt real guilty about it, but it seemed I couldn’t do nothing about it.  When a women walked by who I found attractive, magic would happen inside, I would be awe struck, like a dear in headlights.

Years later I had discovered that there was nothing sinful about this at all.  It is perfectly natural. Everybody is different and some people are more sexual then others and it is not a curse or sign of weakness, but a blessing that has been ruined by an awful belief that sex is sinful.

How can you explain this to a young person without coming off sounding like a perv?  That is a very painful thing.  Very sad that we live in a society that is sex phobia and sadly the young people pick it up right away and will also bear their children in sinfulness.  Only Jesus born of a virgin is righteous.  If I’m not mistaken, this is the 21st century isn’t it?

Now that I’m older and this magic no longer happens and it is even difficult to get off once a day, sometimes impossible.  Some would say that I’m still pretty lucky.  There are a few who have never experienced an orgasm and yet others, very rarely and they might mistakenly believe it is because they are righteous while inside they feel anger finding it difficult to experience bliss.  Be careful of these people.  I believe they are the conservatives who believed in Bush, I bet you Dick Cheney is one of them.

We need to learn to talk about these things. Ok, that’s all I have to say for now.

I think Net Neutrality is very important.  Some people will tell me that the Internet is full of porn or that we should be talking to each other face to face, while these arguments have some merit, these same people have tvs and spend most of their free time watching them.  First of all, what is porn, it is sex, what is sex, it was how you and I were created, is that so wrong?  Ok, now what’s on tv.  You will watch five people die a day, how can that be good.  So what’s the logic, there isn’t none, we are brain washed, really, we are.  The other argument, I will agree we need to visit more with eachother, but when we do, we talk about tv, really.  You know what’s really funny about tv shows, you never watch anybody watch tv, but thats what most of us do.  Our lives our so unreal, living our lives in a tv show.  So give me the Internet and the porn, it’s more real than you and your tv watching people die every day.

Net neutrality is very important. What the phone companies and cable companies want us to do is to have those of us who provide content (blogs, personal pages and myspace/facebook/etc.) on the Internet, pay them to host it at high speed, the free sites slow speed, so that once again there will be a one way conversation between the haves and have nots just like Print, TV and Radio. Right now our democracy is those who have the most dollars have the votes, it’s a scam guiding us with misinformation and entertainment. The Internet is turning that around and we can’t let them take that away from us. That’s my soap box. Later.

Today DropZoneRecords asked to be my friend on Youtube.  How do they find my and I can’t no.  It is so sad but true.  Our country makes a lot of money manufacturing weapons and this is something the media does not teach you.  At the same, they who buy our weapons sell us coffee, chocalette, gold and diamonds and ofcourse DRUGS.  The bad stuff, not Mary Jane.  How else can they survive when global warming, globalization and over population has made it impossible for them to survive outside our game.  When I say our game.  We’re talking boardrooms of investors only looking to increase the value of our stock.  The most profitable is the most righteous, why is that, and does anybody bother to ask how.  WE’VE GOT TO CHANGE THIS, and I don’t know how.

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