This weekend I was depressed. I had bad dreams that people did not like me, so I took a gun and blew my head off. I prayed real hard to have better dreams and I did, last night I dreamt that everybody liked me. Weird huh?
Update on the future. I figure 2012 will be interesting and people are tired of me talking about it. I think those of us in Oklahoma are going to be ok, but that’s only a guess, I have nothing but hearsay to base it upon. My X wife said she had a strong feeling and I also have a feeling. Also based on a dream I had long ago that the earth shook really bad and we had no TV, radio or telephone. The discrepancy is, there was no mention of the Internet in this dream and I’m not real sure if that is relevant, but I’m guessing we won’t have any Internet either. This is my guess from my brief studies on the subject. Planet X will be headed onto a path right at us or close to it. As planet X follows this path it will go right thru the Asteroid belt, and when it does this, as it has done in the past, it will send asteroids in our direction, at least one will hit us. This has happened before to our earth. But as in the dream, we lived, but didn’t know what happened. This could explain why it was before I was born I saw a mushroom cloud. I always believed it was an atomic explosion but now I believe it might have been an asteroid slamming into the earth. All of this makes me think of the Georgia Guide Stones.
I have moved in with my old girl friend who has always loved me, as I have learned a great and simple lesson. Though we must try to love all, don’t leave behind those who love you the most, they deserve your most. Don’t try to make friends with those who want nothing to with you, just like Jesus when faced by a town of people who wanted him to leave, who thought swine were more important than people, he just walked away, that’s what you got to do.
I’ve bought my girl friend an engagement ring, we plan on getting married in May. She has lost her job. I hope she finds a job soon so that we can begin to make plans. I will be a grandfather in February and I’m not sure how I feel about that. I’m supposed to be happy, but the grandchild will live over a thousand miles away so what’s the point, just means I’m getting older, but I’ll pretend to be happy because that’s what I’m supposed to do. We are supposed to visit in May when the child is baptised and please don’t comment about the value of children being baptised, I will not post it, it doesn’t matter. I believe God appreciates it anytime we think of him, and yes I believe God is a him based on a dream I had, so leave that one alone also. We don’t know, we really don’t, people should just be allowed to believe what they want, you don’t know, so how can you tell anybody that they are wrong, because you might find yourself turning around some day and saying, “they were right all along.”
If my girlfriend gets a job I will buy me a new computer, it will have a solid state hard drive, something I’ve been waiting for a very long time. I thought hard drives that spin in circles at thousands of rpms just to give us our data was a joke and was always wondering when we would move out of the dark ages, finally, can’t wait to get my hands on it. A job with the Coca Cola Company looks promising, I will pray.
This blog used to link with my facebook, recently that has not worked, I need to figure out why, but if this post doesn’t, well then I’ll have to do it my self. My facebook name is Minister Roger Peacefulpoet. Sounds corny I know, but that was the only way facebook would let me do it, as I have recently became an ordained minister. I had to make my first name minister, it would not except reverend.
Emily, one of my friends on facebook just brought up a good point. Whether or not the green house effect really has an effect on the climate is only one part of the problem, a lack of oxygen is causing people to become sick. Recently it has been discovered by accident that a lack of oxygen causes paranoia in people. I was at a party some time back and someone had mentioned how everyone is so paranoid these days, I said, “it was the lack of oxygen.” Everyone laughed, they thought I told a joke. The other problem is TV, if you come to know me you’ll hear me blame a lot things on the TV, but it is to blame for a lot of things. On TV, the glass is almost always half empty. We seem to be attracted to that, but in the end, the hero always wins. In the real world we are never faced with all this death and destruction, and while we imagine ourselves as being the hero, in real life, we can never be that person, because that person is acting and the story is never real, even when they call it reality tv. So we look around us and expect those we like to be that imaginary hero. When we look at others we will always compare them with those we encounter on tv, the good and the bad, and these are only people acting out characters that don’t even exist. So when the earth shakes and the tv will no longer work, it will be a good thing, we will be forced to see each other and ourselves as we really are and stop pretending to be something else or expecting others to be different. The hypnotic trance of consumerism will pass and we will have to find new ways to be happy. Rather than buying new things and throwing old things away, we will learn the value of things, ultimately the value of each other.
